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July 23, 2010

i've never felt this sad before, even when thr are times before that we got into an unpleasant situation :(

i can't get that feeling out of me! at that point of time, i really felt like just letting off my tears, but i held on. what's the use if i did let it go at that point of time? error...my tears still feels like dropping even till now when i thought bout what happened in the evening :( i don't know whyyyyy. well, i know it's my fault but is there a need to go till that extent? honestly, i hesistated bout answering your third call, but i really didn't felt like talking to anyone, neither to reply any smses. i stared blankly during dinner, and it just kept running thru my mind.

first time, someone as that important threw up a big temper on me. first time ever, an apology couldn't erase off my sadness. i know it's my fault, yes it obviously is...but the ache just keeps clinging on to my heart.

i kept my point of view and stand, in hope that things will turn out much simpler and to get over it faster, so that everything will be back to normal.

argh. im sorry.


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