all that matters is love ever after

August 14, 2010

maybe the lot is becoming the truth...maybe....
it might be real, that we're really not meant for each other :'(

12:25 AM

August 13, 2010

CAN I CRY??? :(

11:58 PM

August 5, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANLIN [myself]! :D
and my dear twin, CHRISTINA WONG YUWEN!

spent the last few hours of my sixteeth year at yog rehearsal. i got bbq-ed, and had the ever most retarded tan lines on my feet. the sun is horrible, i was under the sun for less than two hours.

started my seventeeth year, sleeping on the YOG chartered bus. and had JingEn [AH PAU], the first one to wish me face-to-face "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"

well, the end of one thing means the beginning of the thing. it's just another day of a year 05082010.

1:45 AM

July 26, 2010

omg, can i have a change of CT?! :/
she's the worse teacher i've ever gotten.

TAN LIN HAO ASKED ME TO UPDATE MY BLOG, THUS IM UPDATING NOW...

9:20 PM

July 23, 2010

i've never felt this sad before, even when thr are times before that we got into an unpleasant situation :(

i can't get that feeling out of me! at that point of time, i really felt like just letting off my tears, but i held on. what's the use if i did let it go at that point of time? error...my tears still feels like dropping even till now when i thought bout what happened in the evening :( i don't know whyyyyy. well, i know it's my fault but is there a need to go till that extent? honestly, i hesistated bout answering your third call, but i really didn't felt like talking to anyone, neither to reply any smses. i stared blankly during dinner, and it just kept running thru my mind.

first time, someone as that important threw up a big temper on me. first time ever, an apology couldn't erase off my sadness. i know it's my fault, yes it obviously is...but the ache just keeps clinging on to my heart.

i kept my point of view and stand, in hope that things will turn out much simpler and to get over it faster, so that everything will be back to normal.

argh. im sorry.

9:13 PM

July 21, 2010

why does this happen again? :(
can you tell me whyyyyy? i wish there will be an end to that, and soon. it tortures my brain and heart alot alot.

sat in for ypsb today :) miss my awesome section mates.
hope that jeanette is seriously doing fine, i know she'll stay strong and move'on.

7:25 PM

July 20, 2010

the blog was rusty for months alr, jeez.

i just had the sudden urge to blog. yes, to blog...after such a long break of not blogging.

things has been coming like waves now and then. summarise in a word: "busy" uhhhurrr. after all those things that have happened, it just made me realised something- the true face behind humans.
i try to forgive and forget, but if you push things any further...how do you expect me to do that? a friendship is like a crystal ball, once it fells- there'll always be a crack there; never will it be able to go away. overbearing was what i could say, but little did i know there is more to that. i just felt so neutral now.

my dear twin, christina wong :) cheerup! see through faces, and just ignore what is heard. the truth shall always remain the truth and, your conscience is clear. stay strong and jiayou! :D

10:12 PM

November 23, 2009

im currently in KL! :D

just came back from breakfast :) hahahas. im feeling super sleepy now, slept quite late last night and mama woke me up for breakfast at 8plus :X

went shopping ytd for the whole afternoon, and my feet are aching :S but it's still better dan rotting at home. my aunt'sorking today, so time would be spend at home today.

anyway, time is reallly crawling. "crab'' :(
if im going to see a shooting star now [i know it's morning], im gonna wish for time to past faster :)

9:43 AM

November 20, 2009

this post is dedicated to SHEENA ANG! :D

since i'll be away during your bday, so i shall wish you in advance here:

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY! :D
may you have an unforgetable bday, and enjoy yourself as much as you can. and tht all your wishes come true.
loves! <3

8:43 PM

YANLIN WILL BE AWAY from 21nov to 28nov!

misses.

8:40 PM